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Wow!! What an absolute
honour to have Hannah on Heaven's Angels. I first 'met' Hannah when I
opened the pages of a book called 'Hannah's Gift'. The book was written by
her Mommy ~ Maria Housden ~ telling the story of brave little Hannah and her
battle against cancer. Hannah's Gift is more than just the story of her
life and death ~ it is a lesson taught by Hannah.
I read the whole book the day I
bought it. I had to. I simply couldn't put it down. There were
moments where I smiled as I imagined Hannah ~ twirling in her red shoes and
there were many moments where I cried.
If you have not yet had the
privilege of reading Hannah's Gift then PLEASE get your copy by clicking
HERE.
Maria says: When my daughter
Hannah was diagnosed with cancer, one month before her third birthday,
everything I had believed about myself and my life was called into question. For
years I had been measuring my worth by being involved, important, and
indispensable to the people in my life and in my community, saying "yes" to
things not only because I wanted to be helpful, but because I wanted to be
looked up to, admired, and loved.
I
had poured myself into maintaining an illusion of perfection in every aspect of
my life and had lost track of what really mattered to me. Hannah's diagnosis
catapulted me into a new way of being; in the face of the fiercest, most
unrelenting truth, I began to look for new answers.
Since Hannah's death, a
stillness that she opened in me has become the foundation for a new life; a life
that I sense had been living in me all along. Although a part of me will always
be afraid of getting hurt, making mistakes, or not being loved, I no longer let
my fears hold me back. I now know that there is a death more painful than the
one that took Hannah's body from this world; a soul suffocated by fear leaves
too many joys unlived
Hannah is with me,
like breath. She inhabits
several places in my heart. In one, she is still three years old, skipping along
beside me in her red shoes. In another, I celebrate the fact that she's almost
twelve years old. Mostly though, Hannah has become a part of who I am, an
inescapable integrity that is ever-present in my life.
I light candles to remember her. I talk to her in the car, and smile when
memories of her slip through my mind. Our family celebrates her birthday each
year with a cake, ice cream and candles. Margaret and Madelaine, her younger
sisters, include Hannah in pictures they draw of our family. Will speaks to her
before he goes to sleep, and Claude has raised money for children's cancer
research in Hannah's name.
There is a magnolia tree that was planted in front of our church a year after
Hannah's death in memory of Hannah. Even today, people stop by to leave small
tokens of remembrance: a bead necklace, colorful pinwheel, tiny angel ornaments.
It is deeply comforting to me that Hannah is still a presence in so many
people's lives.

Click Hannah's Shoes to visit Hannah's Gift
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